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Hello everyone!!
I know it has been kinda long
since i blogged...
Its because i'v not been
getting the opportunity to blog
due to heavy training
that is still going on
and getting harder and
harder day by day...
Second sem is actually kinda
fun wit new faces
not saying i hate the old ones
but i guess poly life is all about
making more friends and of cos
getting that cert!!
IVP should be coming soon
if i'm not wrong first game is on the
6 of jan..
Oh ya and there are just so many
things goin on..
Making time for ppl can
be so difficult sometimes...
But i guess those are part
of the sacrifices we have to make...
This year X'mas is gonna be overseas...
actually that whole 2nd half of december
i'll be having scool camps and soccer camps.
- Mood:
hyper
this whole week was a blast actually...
where do i start...
let me see...
okay lets start wit monday...
was wit my sweets..
we went for breakfast at mac..
then we chilled in the library the whole time
guess doin wat
hee
DANCING ON WEBCAM!!!
Then the other days were
just foolin ard..
plus i did well for my soccer too..
so ya ,
live in denial k...
- Mood:
grateful
Have been to nothin up lately..
other than doing alot of ppts...
And than oso keep changing my
personal msg...
poor thing leh i...
i'm happy that someone
learned my cute pose...hee..
talkin abt stars,i guess i'm lucky..
u no why...
hee..
today i think is the onli day
tat i'v got nothin much to do...
I'v always been there..
u'll always be my baby..
- Mood:
loved
Today woke up kinda late...
had to be there for my gd fren
as his grandpa left this world
so ya....
sad cos i kinda knew the grandpa
but sometimes i guess we leave it to fate..
i was jus wonderin to myself...
this past few days
if whether i die tmr...
and i was thinking of how many
ppl tat might come for my wake...
tat would really miss me..
tat would talk all praises abt me..
its like i imagined myself in my
fren's grandpa's place and was wonderin
have i done enuf to leave this world...
i dunno but i jus no tat i will miss u and my
frens alot...
sorry if this is kinda too serious to talk abt..
i guess tat's the prob wit most of us..
we'r afraid to talk abt it...
but i 'v realised tat sometimes
doing somethin tat pleases u'rself
should always be put 2nd to ppl's happiness...
i'm not sad...
jus in very deep thinking...
hee...
funny ah dora's monkey thinking...
dora i'll missu alot....
w/o me u cannot do the show ready..
how to sing the song bagpack bagpack alone...
tell me..
hee..
need hello kitty oso...
haha...
but hello kitty cannot sing got no mouth..
nvm let her do hand signals...hee...
- Mood:
lonely
So ya had nothing much to do today
unlike some ppl...
go town la
then go holland la...
too free ready...
hhaha
then give me prank msges...
one like bJ,another one
i mean the hotter one like
actually first hello kitty
but hello kitty got no mouth
so give her chance
let her choose,she chose
DORAEMON!!!
But i mus say they made my day...
thank u..
since i'm hurt u all owe me a treat ah...
so ya i no i owe u guys a treat and all
kopitiam can rite..
u no why not...
cos rite i fight with the manager of starbucks...
hahhaaaha...
gd day ppl...
with love signing off-u'r one and onli,
- Mood:
crappy
So yas its been a long time since i
updated this livejournal thingy...
This girl is from my class W47E...
her name is shiela vanila...hee..
Some more photos comin up...
Its me, shiela vanila,natasha and farhan...
so ya jus enjoying my new class...
doing decently well for modules..
have been having alot of trainings...
tiring but i guess its worth it...
u no i'll still be there rite!!!
but faraway from u,
get well and take care...
- Mood:
refreshed
Today was supposed to
be a great day..
Meetin everybody was so fun
even meeting u...
haiz...
then it all had to
go down the drain becos
of soccer..
i did damn badly la...
not blamin anyone
but myself...
dunno why i was not concentrating
on the ball...
to be honest i feel
damn fucked up la...
its like today there were abt
7 ppl got kicked out today...
not me luckily...
there are onli like 5 year ones...
we need to keep doin well...
damn disappointed wit myself la...
i'm sorry if i can't be the same joyful
amos tmr...
damn disappointed la...
- Mood:
disappointed
feels wierd to meet new ppl
well i guess i should
look on the bright
side...
and ya this past few days
i'v been like rottin at
home..
today when there was
trainin..
i was kinda rusty...
but better now after
endurance interval...
tat's a very tiring runnin
test...
i really pity the muslim
guys...
they were like fastin today...
so ya jus preparin myself for
tmr...
To tell u the truth
i miss u alot...
but sometimes if things
are meant to be this way
then we should let it be...
like wat u always say, fate!
so ya life goes on...
we'r at crossroads...
take care ya...
its ok my matches,
they aren't imp to u..
u have more imp things
and ppl...
do well for dance...
dance like honey k...
haha...
- Mood:
content
As i'm writing this i'm
like gonna knock off soon...
jac jac tat job damn
tiring sial...
not i weak...
u owe me a big one...
i damn pitiful la standing at the
bridge connecting suntec hall
to marina square...
and ya guess wat
i'm not feelin well oso...
this is all i can write for
now...
let me recover first...
see ya...
take care of u'rself, i can't be there for u...
i'm sorry...
- Mood:
sick
so busy with soccer,
work and singing...
haha..
saw my new class...
i know four ppl
from my new class...
it should be fun...
got me mah..
haha..
Had been trainin so hard...
and ya i passed my test...
yay...
This is where we go thru all the hard stuff...
if u wanna see me...
come here...
i should be here
most of the time...
i'm a republican...
On sun my team
D boyz played
against this other
team...
we lost..
but guess what
it was a hard fight...
i scored one...
hee..
if onli u were there
to see it...
i dun have pics for
tat match...
but i do have the
aft match
photo session...
all of us jus foolin ard...
that's me jugglin the ball..
so ya it was pourin like
damn heavy on tat day la..
so we were drenched
in mud and rainwater...
its a better combination than
towgay and belachan...
haha...
Actually got videos but i dunno
how to put it in...
if onli i could...
haiz...
damn nice lor...
Before the match,
i went for my fren's
chalet...
it was fun...
cos got me mah..
haha..
here are some pics fron the chalet...
oh ya i drank...
hee..
Btw this is fatty sattish...
funny guy..
but i funnier..
haha..
This is me and imda...
that's actually my hair...
see i so generous...
hhahah...
- Mood: energetic
so ya i'v been workin for
ADAM KHOO TECHNOLOGIES GROUP
for abt 1 year...
if u remembered,we might have
popped by u'r scool and made a difference...
so we have got many trainers
who go to schools to motivate students and
share studying skills...
Well i work as a training assistant...
i assist the trainer..
help him with wateva he needs...
as in i'v to be the first guy in the morning in the workshops
and the last guy to leave...
if anythin goes wrong...it shouldn't actually...its
in the hands of amos k...
haha...
so ya there's alot of responsibility....
me handling the music...
so ya i set up my equiptment at the back of the room...
play music...
and learn many things...
really even though u'r not a participant,
u'll get to learn so many enriching stuff...
some photos for to see...
me at work...
this is my equiptment....
there's still the speakers...
everytime i go to work it seems
like i'm gg overseas...
becos of the bag...
it looks like those huge luggages...
every taxi driver always thinks i'm
gg to changi airport...
so ya these are some of the participants...
this is wat it looks like from behind..
see so hardworking...
haha...
- Mood: bouncy
i came even earlier
but damn shag la...
i no now confirm got one soccer
coach over there laughing...
hahah...
then aft tat we went to play in our scool
street soccer court...
was fun all playin a fool...
i dunno jus can't wait to wear
the republic jersey...
i''l be proud to be a republican...
this is jus a pic of me waitin to play...
i'll keep takin more...
jus watchin them foolin ard...
dunno wenever i keep thinkin abt u'r
decision
i can't stop laughing...
u chose a...forget it...
- Mood:
tired
started working last week...
should be working the whole
of this week and next...
tiring but worth it...
gotta do stuff so that
i dun start thinking...
its better tis way
i'm feelin much happier...
got a chance to go to overseas
and work...
should be around next month...
if everythin goes well...
about soccer...
on the 26th...
there's an imp test..
pass the test
most probably in the team...
have been havin lots
of friendly games...
I received somethin on the 13th aug...
it touched me...
thanks...
it will remain in my heart forever...
those are jus the last memories i have of u!!!
u owe me somethin...haha
- Mood:
rejuvenated
Wat's so wierd...
i guess its the change
which i can't adapt to yet...
I'v missed so many
outing wit u guys
i'm sorry...
i promise to be there...
W14C!!!
I miss u guys...
i do...
really...
haiz...
crapping wit u guys...
always either fighting
with u ppl...
wait i go in detail...
This is my soccer buddy on the right of the pic...Wei jian...
the one on my left,shaha,nice guy...always follow me
wen i call him to go down...
THis is Ben...bro i never understood
u properly i guess...
but i hope we could be close...
u'r a nice guy...
i guess u'r jus afraid to show
tat u care sometimes
instead put up a strong front...
all the best in RP rugby team alright...
This is my gay partner xy...
forever playin game...
i think games turn u on...
hahah..
bro i'll miss u..
enjoyed presenting wit u...
Then there's GARY!!!hahah
u'r someone whom i became
closer towards the end...
how sad...
nevermine its jus the beginning...
see u ard bro...
Mich hello!!!say hi la....hahah...u'r penang boy...
i dun wanna carry tat bag anymore...
thanks for bein a gd scribe...haha...
no la...
other than that u'r a very jovial person...
This is JAC JAC...
mich's act cute fren...
cheers up the class
wit her wierd laughter...
and ya thanks for
helpin me weneva i needed
help...
Fieza!!!
always there to help us...
Aku mia kakak...
see oso teached me malay...
see not bad ah...
hahah..
aku nak tumbok kau...
take care...
will miss u..
Hahah...shah...
bro we do click sometimes
and wen we do...
we can't stop laughing...
Take care bro...
Fana and Yew aik...
fana is funny person...
was quiet from the start
but then aiyoyo...
hahha...
now ah...
noisy and cute...
yew aik...
my first fren
always blur...
gd in maths...
damn freakin funny in skits...
he and his high pitch...
Hey hotty...
justin...
the guy wit the cute dance moves
always gg the extra mile to do animations...
miss u bro...
SERI!!!!
remember first day...
haha..
nvr help u...
shy mah...
but i guess as days went by
i got to no u more...
i guess u'r the closest to me...
i thank u for everythin...
I'll miss u!!!!
Take care...
PPL i'm so sorry i dun have u'r pics for the rest...
Then there's also sherman!!!
Mr com freak...
but he's a nice person...
Miss u...
Hanis
The thing abt her is that she's slow...
haha...
if she's comin on the way
confirm from class can hear...
There's also izza...
funny girl...
nice person...
will miss u...
My fren from STA,
NGIAM JING TING
hello...
we keep disturbin each other in class...
NGIAMMMM....
so fun
haha
see u in the art scool...
will miss u...
take care...
- Mood:
optimistic
for making my life an
interesting one...
i guess there's no point
poundering over spilled milk
I was trying to save it...
but i guess i can't force love...
i won't trouble u anymore...
no more msges and calls from me...
okay...
take care...
hope u find someone who can give
u wat u need...
i guess watever i did was not enuf...
i''ll make myself invisible onli
for u'r eyes...
BYE SERI...
A sad ending to my fairytale...
- Mood:
crushed
Its been a long time...
i dunno i guess
i miss the smell
of u'r perfume...
i was jus lookin
thru the photos
we took...
very funny
brings back alot of
memories...
haiya...
better not start thinkin
too much...
so ya sem's ending
sad and happy...
i dunno if i might
be able to make it
for the chalet..
haiz..
nevermind let's talk abt
my soccer...
that cheers me up...
so ya i'll be playin against
some s league team on tuesday...
one sad news...
i can't cum on mon for
badminton"class outing"
Can be a happy news for
u...
i just hope i get thru all the
tests and in the team...
my leg cramp is kinda killin me...
always everyday there's
somethin on...
either soccer or my work...
but still wanted to make time
for u...
its ok...
onli i no wat i'm gg thru...
hope u'r leg recovers shortie...
can't wait to see u perform...
haha...
shortie doin baby freeze...
k la...
i dun be so bad...
actually u'r better than me...
in the 6 step...
only...i'll be there...
i'll still be waitin for that
phone call...
I really need to drink...
not water ah...
i meant alcoholic drinks...
Gary not u'r jolly shandy ah...
haha...
it helps to 4get u...
dun worry i won be tat
irritatin guy anymore...
checkin on u...
callin u'r frens and all...
sorry la...
- Mood: crushed
in the mood to blog
cos if i do i'm afraid
i might say somethin
wrong...
well i won't...
cos u'r the nicest
person i'v met...
yesterday i cried so
much...
dun look at me like tat...
everybody cries...
but yesterday i felt
so sad that i was wonderin
wat was this life abt...
Its jus a pain u can't
explain...
i guess its jus a pain
of rejection...
u'r sorry for everythin
its alright...
i'll be fine...
Hope u will think
of every 11th
and at the very least
remember me...
thanks..
tat's all i could ask for...
- Mood:
depressed
i know i have hurtainin
u soo much to the extent
tat u'r tired of me...
but i guess i onli
can say i'm sorry...
i hate u soo much sometimes
but tat converts to love...
very funny conversion....
anyway trainin was fun on friday....
played two side..
almost scored on the
left wing...
can't wait to wear the
RP jersey...
And ppl seri is a nice person
seriously...
i no it seems tat she's
a bad person...
but deep within tat bad
person lies a gr8
personality....
she can really care alot
for u...
tat's why i still do
care for her so much...
but she can be irritatin as
well and ya smelly oso...
like belachan mixed wit towgay...
ewww...
wat a combination...
- Mood: crappy
This Was before u came into my world...
i'm not saying there weren't happy times...
dunno why i asked u'r no. durin 2nd week cognitive...
amos why...
haha...
it was not u'r beauty tat mesmerised me
becos there are definately other girls out
there...
it was somethin else..
not mangos...
sorri abit of jokes...
her her...
onli u'll understand tis laughter of mine...
i lost my smile...
dunno where i left it...
haha...
seem happy wen i'm bloggin rite...
not true...
i'm cryin inside...
everyday...
i think if i collect it i can help countries that don have rain
for harvest...
so ya ppl i jus need time
oh ya tis is my cousin,king eli he calls himself...
haha
we took tis pic a long time ago...
when we were in langkawi...
i no we look a lil gay we'r not k...
- Mood: content
